Sad love song

God help me please.

Why would you let another heartthrob walk into my life?

Why would you do that for me?

Why would you let me go through this again?

How sweet can this be, Jesus?

I’ve tried to follow what you say,

Nothing but temptation and anguish have paved my way.

I’ve tried to think like you, and say what you would say,

My situations a continuum, an endless roller coaster, the joke of the year, an endless parade.

Why, Lord, why?

Why Jesus? Why.

Why could you have left me alone in the abyss?

Why do you give me this gift, this test, this diss.

Why let me feel your warmth, your touch, your kiss.

What good is all this, if at the end of the day,

It’s just you and me.

Why even bother?

Where is your girlfriend Lord? How come no one else sees her?

Your precious daughter, who did you create for her?

Holder of dreams and tears,

soulmaker,

Why.

How will I know, what you have in store?

How can I understand what only you know?

Who am I to compete against the race of my heart?

When it seems clear enough to me,

You have left your permanent mark.

permanent scars,

foot Whips,

permanent eyelashes,

permanent smiles,

I smile for you always. I cry right now. Why.

Why not him, and why not the other?

Why give me a piece and let the rest sleep?

Far, out of reach, out of touch. Why my Savior, when he was in your hands to provide? Why, sweet Jesus, what was the lesson to be learned? Oh sweet Lord, what’s the point of all this if not to hide? Please, Lord, tell my broken heart why.